Fuck it I like chief Keef

            Yup I can ralate to this song according to some people I'm a sapo in other words I'm guilty by association because of my family, what they don't know is I'm being fucked with too what ever I don't got time for paranoid assholes. I got my own paranoia to deal with, I got my own shit to deal with. So fuck it man character defamation that's that shit I don't like, In other words go choke on a dick hater I'm not that guy.

The buttons have been polished.

Well I spoke to the recruiter...

It turns out in the fucked up state of California I can get a c.d.l. without a license.

So I'm set my mind has been made up i'm one hundred percent sure 

that this is something I need to do  to get where I want to be.

So I have another week or two until I'll be off to trucker school.

I just need to get some medical documents and a storage unit and then i'll be off on an adventure.

Once i'm on the road i'll be ready to write about things other than fucked up family dynamics and the likes.

I'll probably write about meditation and being a trans-something and of course about my travels, and after two years I will write about  returning to Tel Aviv and Gothic girls and etc,etc,etc, so until next time 

paca kroshka 

hugs and kisses and all that good stuff

The delusion is over I changed my mind

I am not a peasant 

I am Noble and I am cock diesel 

born to fuck all those haters out there 

and fuck those vampires

who made their money on my families

misfortune 

I'm in this life to own it

Lets all team up against him so we won't be divided

OK here is how it is 

Some family's are so fucked up that they need to manufacture a bad guy

so everyone will rally around  the flag.

Some families can't function without a bad guy or a boogeyman .

Sometimes it's a grandparent, sometimes it's a brother or a sister, the main point is 

that there is always a selected bad guy.

So now I'm two for two , my mom and my brother never pick up the phone,

 and the cousins I stayed with chose me.

Well when I'm gone or I stop trying to be a part of their lives who will be the next bad guy?

Well my cousins took in a new person,and my mom and my brother are good at manufacturing 

the bad guy It could be my mom's boyfriend it could be any other poor schmuck.

Honestly take a look at yourselves and your family dynamics and see if you fit too.